an imperfect creature

 i was about to say sorry to myself for being me

for making mistakes

for being a crybaby

for having flaws

for easily give up

i'm an imperfect human

i was wondering, will someone accept me thoroughly? 

i was sorry for myself for making mistakes, without appreciate it as a way to learn new things

i was sorry for myself for being crybaby, without appreciate it as a strong sign

i was sorry for myself for being a full-of-flaw human, without remembering that no one is perfect

i was sorry for myself for being a loser, easily give up, without noticing that i'm strong, i've been survive all these time

in the end, i'm the one who hates me the most..